The guys could never see me like this. It had all become so different after the FOSE had landed me in this babe's body, one I had spotted at the bar and thought of after going home alone that night. The guys had all hit on me afterwards - even the shyest of them. I'd fought hard to get things back to normal, never wearing girly things, catcalling women and even going on dates with lesbians.
When I had started dating women, I'd had high hopes. I was a knockout, and surely I could secure a knockout. And surely I had - there were a number who were interested in me. In the end, though, I had faked any attraction. I just wasn't into it, and while I went on a few, token dates just to keep the guys off my back, I knew I wouldn't be into it, because I knew what this body needed.
I masturbated several times a day, my thoughts drifting inevitably to men. Even masturbating so many times wasn't enough of a release, though, to suppress my lustful looks towards men, the ones that would give me away and undo my hard work with my friends. Now I'd started going on vacations to get more of a release. I'd leave town in my baggy clothes, but have clothes more suited to showing off my body, very girly clothes like heels, dresses and skirts, packed and ready to change into when I reached the hotel.
Now I'm a thousand miles from home on a hotel room floor, getting a thick, wonderful cock driven inside of me - it is so, so easy to pick up a guy when you're as hot as I am and forward with your intentions. It had barely been twenty minutes since we'd made eye contact.
This is supposed to be my release, my pressure venting, but if I'm honest with myself... if another FOSE happened right now, I'd end up in the body of one of my friends. Why am I taking all of this effort when what I want is so close to me? There's no denying that it's what I want now. I had been clinging too long to what it was I wanted as my old self rather than what I want now.
Alright hotel dude, fuck the shit out of me, fuck the man out of me - I want to go home all woman.