Have to really want it

''Oooohhh shhiiiiitttt...'' Brandon moaned as he rubbed himself frantically, ''One more to clear my head, then I'll try to turn back again.'' He repeated aloud, as if that somehow made him mean it more.

He'd dreamed about it for so long. When he found a spell that promised to transform a person's body for only $5 he bought it on a large. The spell said you had to close your eyes and focus on what you wanted to be transformed in to, repeating throughout the preface that the spell only worked on willing victims who desired to be changed. Brandon had dreamed about turning in to a chick his whole life. Mostly just to try out playing with tits and pussy from the other side, but there were other aspects of being a girl that interested him too.

When he opened his eyes after casting the spell and looked down and saw tits, he didn't hesitate. He stripped and started playing with himself. It was every bit as wonderful as he'd imagined. He couldn't believe how his body responded to his own touch. He spent hours touching himself and passed out naked, his hand still on his crotch. He woke up and continued as if he'd never stopped. The weekend drew to a close and he read the spell again, desiring to turn back. It had been amazing, but he wasn't about to give up his life for a pussy, even if it was his own.

Nothing happened. He tried the spell a few more times and got frustrated. The spell clearly said it was reversible. Frustrated and still horny, he decided to blow off some more steam and went back to playing with himself.

It would take him quite awhile to realize that deep down inside he didn't want to go back to being a man again. Fortunately one of his more trusting friends was more than happy to let the identity-less girl crash with him while she figured her shit out in exchange for a little (or a lot) of sex.