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Sucking My Own Dick

Author: @WayBackWhen Published: 2023-09-08 Length: 2022 words 83 likes 🌐 View on OpenTGC ↗
Sucking My Own Dick

I guess I could have become another guy since I was only going to use my mouth...

So, I wanted to try sucking my own dick. I know it's an odd concept. I'm not gay or anything, I wouldn't suck any man's dick. Only mine. To know what it feels like. Bending over wouldn't get me close enough, and I was far from flexible enough to use the tricks I found online. I faced two choices: Spend lots of time training, slowly working my way towards being flexible enough to do it, or a much simpler and faster solution: Taking over another body.

It only took a few day to get the required ingredients, then the required set up. I was alone at the bus stop with a cute girl. I quickly reached towards her. The point of application didn't matter. I pushed the syringe into her arm and swiftly injected the... well... let's call it liquid me inside of her. She instinctively tried to pull her arm away with a small yelp, but it was already too late, and liquid me was acting fast. She wavered, and then there was a flash. I was now her.

My head kept spinning, trying to process unusual information. I'd only tried this injection thing a few times before on some friends, who had been willing and knew what to expect. And who were other boys. The other me, still in my body, said "Damn, no luck." He wouldn't get to experience it firsthand. Oh, of course, once I would drink enough water, the effects would end, and I'd go back to my body. Once I was whole again, both memories would be in my mind, but that meant that, for the time being, the original me would have to satisfy himself with getting his dick sucked. If everything stopped spinning one day. I was slowly ordering my thought, my sensations, everything. Even breathing felt different. "Are you..." "Yeah", I finally managed to speak, "It worked, I'm you, it's just... different... disorientating." Boy-me let out a relieved sigh. "You scared me for a moment, staying silent like this. I feared something had gone wrong." I straightened up, trying to hide how jumbled my mind was. The movement caused slight pushes and pulls on my skin and muscles, which added to the never ending pile of alien feelings assaulting my very core. "Sooo... Guess we get back home and try it out?" I nodded, but leaned onto him. "Might need to help me get there. Legs are hard to move."

Things hadn't been like that before, even the first times. Sure, being in my friend's body was different, but there were big similarities, with only minor details changing from one body to the other. Injecting into a boy's body was like entering a new house. This girl's body was like a whole other planet. I was getting better at controlling her, and by the time I got home, I wasn't relying on boy-me's shoulder. Yet my walking was stiff, and my control limited itself to my outside appearance.

How could the simplest things be so hard to comprehend? The clothes on my skin, the swaying of my hips when I walked, the movements of my fingers, even the sensation of my own tongue in my mouth! And that's not considering my... sensitive areas. I had to shut them off completely. I used everything I knew about self-control to block any signal my body could send my brain coming from my breast or groin area. Even if I avoided water until I fainted from dehydration, I don't think I would have been able to piece Those sensations together without destroying my sanity in the process.

Still, I hid my uneasiness from the other me. He seemed to see something was off, but probably thought it was only anxiety. He'd know what it was like sooner or later anyway. We didn't waste time. I had already planned how we'd do it, so we got to it pretty fast.

His dick, my dick, was right in front of my face. I had doubts, of course. I'd had some before all of my previous failed attempts at sucking my own dick. Yet it was there, within reach. That's when I thought that I might have injected myself into another guy instead. Giving a blowjob would have probably been similar. Maybe then I could focus on it entirely instead of how much my hair tickled my back. But boy-me probably preferred getting a blowjob from a cute girl. No much use thinking about it now anyway.

I got closer, mouth closed, until my lips touched the tip of my dick. There was liquid there. Pre-cum? I took a deep breath for courage, and went for it. I slowly pushed forward, taking the tip inside of my mouth, then the shaft itself. It was warm. The smell was bad, yet part of me liked it. It awakened the excitement I recognised from my male self, but also a different craving.

I had never considered my dick big. I even feared it might be smaller than it should, even though I didn't have a way to compare it without being weird. But in my mouth... It was the sensation I had searched for when I had the idea in the first place. Something big, forcing my mouth open, filling my mouth, pushing my tongue down as it pushed deeper and deeper. I reached my limit, unable to push farther. I slowly backed out until it slipped out of my mouth and took another deep breath.

"Wow" We both said it at the same time. None of us had really known what to expect, but we were both satisfied. To my awe, I realised that I had barely managed to get the first half of the dick in my mouth. The first part, to make sure I was ready for it, was now done. Next was the actual blowjob.

In, Out, In, Out... After two more passages, I tried going farther. If I had thought having a dick in my mouth was the epitome of invasive, it's only because I'd never had it in my throat. I thought I might choke, but I didn't mind. It felt right. I pulled away again... Then, as the tip was about to leave my mouth, hands grabbed my head. The dick slid back in, all the way to the base.

I had known this would happen. The man I was blowing off was myself after all. From the start, I knew that, after a while, boy-me would probably take control of the process. Yet, I hadn't expected it so soon. I fought down a gag reflex as my dick pushed its way down my throat, then back out, and in, and out... There wasn't much I could do. I had wanted this after all. At least, he could have tried not to pull at my hair...

An image came to my mind. It was a thought I'd had while thinking of this plan. A certain term, which had made me excited back then. Once the part of me that would stay a boy would start controlling the girl-me's movement, all she would have to do would be to move along and enjoy being a good cocksleeve. A cocksleeve. I was a cocksleeve. I was only a thing, an object there to make a man's dick feel good. And so I did.

He kept pounding my mouth repeatedly, so fast I could barely keep up with my overwhelmed mind. My barriers started falling down, eroded by everything I was going through. Especially down between my legs, where I became exceedingly aware of how damp this area had become. Yet he kept going. Using my throat like he wanted, like I wanted. I had no say in it, but I didn't mind, I wanted him to keep going, to go even faster, even deeper.

Then, he asked: "Should I cum inside?" This had been a question I'd asked myself many times. Would I want cum in my mouth? Somehow, it had seemed like a huge deal, a big step past sucking my own dick, but now, in the action, it only felt like the natural thing to do. But did he expect me to answer with a dick down my throat? Yes. Yes, do it. Fill your cocksleeve with your cum. As if hearing my thoughts, he filled me. Even though I tried to keep my mouth shut, the pressure was simply too much. Cum, my cum, erupted from his dick and inside of my mouth. What seemed like thousands of litres of not-quite-liquid poured down my throat and out of my mouth. I drank some in the process. Some felt like it was going up my nose.

I ended up on all fours, coughing while trying to keep as much of it in my mouth as possible. I looked down regrettingly at the small pool of cum that had escaped my mouth, then back up. Boy-me seemed unsure of what to do. He had a hand raised towards my shoulder, as if to hold me in place if I fell, but my eyes were focused on a single thing. With a haste I didn't know I could show, and a precision I didn't know I had, I used my tongue to clean out every bit of cum that remained on his dick. Then the heat calmed down. The energy left as fast as it had come. I realised that I was licking at my own dick, to get drops of my own cum, and pulled away.

I was a mess. Hair undone, wet all over my legs, cum traces all around my mouth and down my chin. I suddenly started feeling bad. I had definitively lost my composure, lost control. The thoughts I had been having while sucking came back to me. I had thought of myself as a tool, an object, and that thought had made me feel good. Now that it was over, I felt sick. All I wanted was to get rid of the taste, of the shame.

He took me in his arms. I was so shocked, I didn't know how to react. I feared he might want to start again. I wasn't ready for this. It wasn't part of the plan, I was supposed to drink a bottle of water and turn back as soon as I was done sucking my dick. Sucking my dick... Now I'd done it. It felt shameful now that the deed was done. I had dirtied myself. "Let's sleep a bit." Only when he said it did I realise how tired I was after this internal struggle. I could sleep it off, and then turn back in the morning...

I woke up in my bed, still a girl. The taste was nearly gone, and I didn't feel as bad about it anymore. I had done what I'd set out to do. Boy-me entered the room with the bottle containing more than enough water to turn me back. I reached for it, but he held on to it. "Wait." He held the bottle to one side "You could turn back right now if you really want to..." He raised his other hand "Or we could use this opportunity... Don't you wonder how it would feel like to have sex as a girl?" I thought I would have reached for the bottle instantly, but caught myself considering both options. I wanted to turn back, to turn the page, but my crotch was also getting wet. He smiled. "The choice is yours..."

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Original author: Dragonixor Sent to my by Cbrorigins.

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