# Thank goodness. Flynn is finally asleep. # You know — up until tonight — I've masturbated only six times in my entire life. And the last time I did was over two years ago. It's complicated. I'm telling you this

It would have been enough to feel it. Maybe I could have hobbled away and salvaged what was left of my male identity long enough to change back. Instead I looked over a fertile feminine landscape. Over my nose and the full, red lips I now possessed. Over the rolling hills of my

 ## Three kisses. Each, unknowingly, an escalating denial of self. This weekend my friend Mark slipped the change pill in my beer as a joke. I spent the night in the bathroom in agony, bent over as my body attacked

 ## "Oh fuck! Get up. Get off of me. Now." At first I didn't hear him. I was too busy riding him. My second orgasm was so close. "Dude! Get off me now or you're a woman forever." I leapt from Jeremy's cock, not un